When the Wave Breaks, will you Surf or Drown?

I am on the verge of a major breakthrough and I think I'll find it before the present moment catches up to 2009. I have nothing to attach me anymore and I'm willing to sacrifice my ties to anything and everything to be free enough to fly as high as I'll need to go. I wish I could download my brain to this computer so I could capture all the conversations I've had in the last few days.. let alone the last few weeks. I would have regret for not writing more but I don't have any more time for regret than I do for writing.

When everything falls into place, I know that I've been making the right decisions. I was sad to leave my friends at the farm but less than a week after leaving, I find myself on an even more perfect path. I'm traveling with Rochelle, a 22 year old Australian girl. At this time in our lives, we couldn't be a more perfect match for each other. Not only do we share interests and all that, but we've come to find that the obstacles we face in our personal development are similar as well. I've known her 5 days now and we have a level of comfort that sometimes takes years to achieve. We can sit and talk for hours on end or we can sit in silence for hours on end without an ounce of discomfort. We hug and hold each other, support and comfort each other. It feels like too much of an amazing coincidence for it to all have happened this way because I hardly did anything to achieve the result.

It turns out that it's not. Rochelle told me that she sat down to manifest several things into her life after a period of some struggle. One of the things she set to manifest is a person who could understand her and help her by listening, giving love and support, and pushing her and challenging her. Bam, I came crashing through the door into her life and now we're traveling together. I was in WA and now a week later I'm traveling with her. Lots of things clicked into place to bring me here and they all lined up with perfect timing to make it possible. It's so odd that I can't think of the words to properly explain it. I hardly put any effort towards it but I've ended up in this ideal situation.

I have manifested several things into my life but I've never been manifested into another person's life. When I was at Burning Man, I realized that I wanted to bring myself to such a high level so that I could do spiritual work and help form the connections that the source can't make without a physical body. I wanted to be open and allow it to work through me. I follow my intuition and act according to its requests in order to achieve this. This is the first time out of BM that I feel the source using me as a spiritual resource and I feel honored to be making connections. The atmosphere of BM charged me and sent me up to levels that I couldn't reach myself. I thought it would make me a long time to get to that level on my own but I think I'm starting to get close now. I'm benefiting from Rochelle's company to a tremendous degree and if the last 5 days have been this good, I can't imagine where the next 5 weeks with her will take me.

We went to Earthcore a few days ago, which is a multi-day trance festival in the middle of an extinct volcano crater. I danced through the crowd, smiling at everyone with an absence of self-consciousness. We sat down to watch a Mauri group called Juno Reactor at 4am. A 4x4 Jeep drove up and parked in front of us and Rochelle said ya right, we're getting on top of that thing to watch! There were several others up there already and the welcomed us up, giving us the best seat in the whole place. The music went through sunrise and the sky looked absolutely amazing. I have a great picture of it that I'll get up here someday. I met some people that will be at Rainbow Serpent in January. They told me what it's like and I know that it'll be a revolutionary and groundbreaking experience. I'm excited for the present and for the future.